First Day of Journey

This is going to be about my journey to refind myself! Last January my job was eliminated. As many of you can relate after working for the past 34 years I felt very lost. It really was a good thing for me to have lost my job for many reasons that I could not really see that day and over this past year I have really come to see.

The hardest thing, with the exception of the finances of course, is the friendships you thought you had made over the years. Slowly as the days and months have past the phone calls and/or visits have stopped unless of course someone wants information about someone else they think I still am in touch with. There have been a few surprises though some friends are there that I never thought would stay and for that I am grateful, they know who they are so no need to mention them now.

This is going to be my story over the next year as to how I am going to find Cyndi again! I got lost in my work, (which got me no where) , being a wife and mother which I love and just taking care of everyone else but me! 2010 is going to be the year of me! This will not be easy for me as I think anyone who knows me can tell you that I am not into me it is usually we us or them.

So today went back to the gym and am going to try and lose 52 pounds this year. That is only one pound a week! Am going to need lots of support!!!!!!! Along the way I hope to find new friends, renew old friendship and find new hobbies, and just become me.