Snow Days

Ok finally back to the gym after being snowed in and then of course the weekend. Being stuck at home now is not really fun, too cold to even go outside with the dog.

Took Ron's ipod with me to the gym this morning and boy did it make the time fly by. It blocked out all the noise from the machines and TV's going. It was really relaxing for me! Get my fittness eval tomorrow, will see how bad I really am. And what all I need to do to get back into shape.

Ok going to go finish the laundry and play on facebook for a little while then maybe try to find a book around the house to read.

Day Two

Day two back at the gym after an almost 2 week break. The sites you see in the locker room are amazing to me. Today I am putting on my shoes bent over tying them, I see another pair of shoes look up and what do I see? A large naked lady with just her shoes and socks on. Now I am in now way picking on her size because I am not small but large or small where did modesty go? The showers are back in the other room and the lockers and chairs are by the two doors. Use a towel or a robe, there are just some things that are not meant to be seen by all!!!

Anyway work out went good, but I do get bored easy. Second day in a row for me to eat breakfast, they say if you do something for a week it becomes a habit so good start I guess. I hate eating breakfast! Am back at home now trying not to eat too much. It is too cold to go outside and do anything! Think I will write some letters today and then maybe try to crochet a little. Used to really love to crochet!

Be back hopefully tomorrow!

First Day of Journey

This is going to be about my journey to refind myself! Last January my job was eliminated. As many of you can relate after working for the past 34 years I felt very lost. It really was a good thing for me to have lost my job for many reasons that I could not really see that day and over this past year I have really come to see.

The hardest thing, with the exception of the finances of course, is the friendships you thought you had made over the years. Slowly as the days and months have past the phone calls and/or visits have stopped unless of course someone wants information about someone else they think I still am in touch with. There have been a few surprises though some friends are there that I never thought would stay and for that I am grateful, they know who they are so no need to mention them now.

This is going to be my story over the next year as to how I am going to find Cyndi again! I got lost in my work, (which got me no where) , being a wife and mother which I love and just taking care of everyone else but me! 2010 is going to be the year of me! This will not be easy for me as I think anyone who knows me can tell you that I am not into me it is usually we us or them.

So today went back to the gym and am going to try and lose 52 pounds this year. That is only one pound a week! Am going to need lots of support!!!!!!! Along the way I hope to find new friends, renew old friendship and find new hobbies, and just become me.